I think that pisses me off more than all the other things they have twisted so that they can have more $$$.I really wish I could find a way to stop being soo pissed off about it as it’s a reoccurring thought for me. In the beginning, the waves are 100 feet tall and crash over you without mercy.Though I have to say my Heart was not in it this year . BB and Karma I’ve been trying to deal with his Estate and my “Family” (or so they call themselves) that are working on my Dad’s estate. When the ship is first wrecked, you’re drowning, with wreckage all around you. You can see it coming, for the most part, and prepare yourself. If you’re lucky, you’ll have lots of scars from lots of loves.I can’t wait for that to be over and done with so I can choose whom to have in my life. Scars are a testament that I can love deeply and live deeply and be cut, or even gouged, and that I can heal and continue to live and continue to love. Everything floating around you reminds you of the beauty and the magnificence of the ship that was, and is no more. You find some piece of the wreckage and you hang on for a while. And when it washes over you, you know that somehow you will, again, come out the other side. And lots of shipwrecks.” So i’m dealing with my ship wreck but also plan on getting me back .The best way I’ve heard grief explained , I found on the depth of the inter web. It tears a hole through me whenever somebody I love dies, no matter the circumstances. But with that being said I didn’t want to drive over there. ) Let me update you on a few BB photos and a few more posts on things in a bit. We’ve been working on the potty since 10 ish months She isn’t by any means toilet trained but she does sometimes tell me SSSS when she needs to go. not always lol 11 Months her and her “puppy” 1 Comment Filed under AMWF, Dating, Day to Day, family, kid, kids, Mixed Babies, New Experiences Tagged as amwf, babies, cloth diapers, cute, cute baby, diapers, dog, hat, km, life, moving, potty, potty training, shoes, swim, swimming, yorkies Well I’m Finally moved I may update you with some photos later but for now my place is a mess. I should be able to start blogging a bit more soon since Most is done. Selling stuff is impossible here Dog still isn’t house trained again Friends are far now.
Every relationship can give you what’s good, what’s bad and what’s ugly and for me I just took a risk to give a chance to that little bit shy, tiny Asian man regardless of culture differences, distance between our homes and I let him charm me. Furthermore, everyone’s experiences will be different depending on who you are.